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Hilaria Baldwinis getting candid about the emotions she’s experiencing amid her pregnancy.
On Monday, the 38-year-old — who’s expecting her seventh child with husbandAlec Baldwin— shared on Instagram that she’s getting nervous about her pregnancy after experiencing a miscarriage a few years ago.
Hilaria — who is also mom to daughtersMaría Lucía Victoria, 13 months, andCarmen Gabriela, 8, plus sonsRafael Thomas, 6,Leonardo Ángel Charles, 5,Romeo Alejandro David, 3½, andEduardo “Edu” Pao Lucas, 18 months — says she often expresses her pregnancy frustrations to her own mother.
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She says her mom tells her, “This is just the beginning, Hilaria…this is preparation for an entire lifetime of being a mother and not being able to control so much. You must live and learn to be.”
“Going on 7 children later, and multiple losses, this is so true,” Hilaria continues. “Learning to let go and understand we are in a nature system that is not always benevolent, has been a difficult and important lesson for me. One that I have not mastered, but I’m constantly working on it.”
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Hilariasuffered a miscarriagein April 2019. Months later she conceived again with husband Alec and at 16 weeks pregnant, she suffered a pregnancy loss in November 2019.
PEOPLE confirmed the newsof Hilaria’s pregnancy last month, with the couple saying in an exclusive statement, “We have ‘somos un buen equipo’ engraved on our wedding bands. We say that to each other all the time at home — that we’re a good team. One of the most beautiful things my children have experienced with a big family is how the heart can grow with every new sibling.”
“Our capacity to love continues to expand and we can’t wait to embrace our new little one this fall!” they added.
source: people.com