Kris Jennerneeds the support of her friends.

In a sneak peek at theupcoming final seasonofKeeping Up with the Kardashians, Jenner, 65, breaks down while confiding in her close friends Faye Resnick andKyle Richardsabout the family’s longtime reality show coming to an end.

“It’s hard,” she says as she wipes away tears. “It’s just hard to think about the end.”

When Resnick asks Jenner why the family decided to endKeeping Up with the Kardashiansafter 20 seasons, the matriarch admits that the decision was a difficult one.

“It is complicated,” she says. “It’s all these different personalities and people and kids and grandkids and everybody thinking, ‘What’s the right thing for everybody?’ and ‘When’s the right moment?’ It’s been incredibly challenging, incredibly hard.”

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Kris Jenner Breaks Down While Discussing the end of KUWTK

“Everybody in this room is my family,” she says. “They’re day one, season one. Every single thing we’ve done, we’ve done together. Whether it’s a vacation, a birth, a marriage, a divorce, everything has been so public. It’s part of our life. This is our life.”

“Telling the crew was the hardest thing I’ve ever done in my whole life,” she continues. “We love each other so much. You don’t appreciate what’s right in front of you all the time.”

Turning her attention to the crew, Jenner, still in tears, breaks the fourth wall and says, “I appreciate all you guys, just for the record.”

But Jenner is confident the decision to leave the show behind was the right one.

“It’s about everybody deciding at the same time that maybe this is the moment where you take a minute and stopKeeping Up with the Kardashians, but it’s been the most amazing chapter of my life.”

“We are going to have more fun,” she adds. “We’re going to have more time for one another. But wow, it’s been such a ride.”

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Kim Kardashianannounced that the 20th season ofKUWTKwould be the lastin September 2020.

Season 20 ofKeeping Up with the Kardashianspremieres March 18 on E!

source: people.com